okay,kawan2 aku selalu cakap.. "come on!! live your life.." n bla2..actually aku tak kisah dengan apa yang diorang cakap.. aku sangatlah enjoy dengan zaman remaja aku sendiri.. and yes,,maybe diorang rasa my life is too simple.. but actually there're too many secrets that i can't tell them..not simple semenanyee.. life kite actually lebih kurang je korang..just that,aku tak se advance diorg jee....
hmm,,tu la mama ngn ayah didik..nk kitorg jadi budak baikla kan.. and now,,this is me.. please realise,org yg besarkan kite tak sama k?? haha..
but,honestly.. sometimes aku rasa annoyed kalau diorang cakap bnde ni dgn kerap.. because,, i've too much bad memories that i hate to tell them..and yes..about social problems n all that..all of those such things are actually happened in front of me.. but u know, takkan kite nak bukk aib kawan kite sendiri.. takkan kite nak bukk aib org yg kite kenal,,relatives.. tak baik kott..so,,when it comes to heart to heart,,sharing experiences,aku banyak berdiam kot..it's not because aku takde cerita untuk dikongsi..just that,aku lagi suka kalau benda tu keep as secret..
so please..don't look down to me.. sometimes,i was pretending like i don't know anything..no,,no,,i'm not pretending actually..tak tau nak ckp mcm mne..haha.. sbb kalau ada story2 yg shocking me,, i was like " yeke??", "mcm tu ke??", "iyy..takutnya.." n yes..that's real me.. secara tetbe je tu..n my frens akan rasa yg i never know what they're talking about..so,,come on laa.. ^_^
but memang aku mengaku..aku suke study.. ouh,no..bukan aku suka study..but i've to study.. so,,sometimes..aku tak banyak spend my free time with them... that's one of the reasons kot knapa diorg rasa my life is too simple..funny!! haha..it's not like that actually..kalau free betul2,,hang out la kan.. ;D soo,,just be yourself.. that's my principe.. tak perlu jd org lain just because to get attention from others kan..
*sorry kalau post kali ni ada yg terasa..itu bukan niat saya untuk membuat sesiapa terasa..
that's all from me.. assalamualaikum.. :)
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